I am going to try and describe myself, which is the hardest thing for me to do and its crazy because I love to write. I am a very nice, warm hearted person,who genuinely cares about others. There was a time when I was terribly shy and so scared to go after the women I was attracted to. I am not nor...
I am going to try and describe myself, which is the hardest thing for me to do and its crazy because I love to write. I am a very nice, warm hearted person,who genuinely cares about others. There was a time when I was terribly shy and so scared to go after the women I was attracted to. I am not normally one with low self esteem, but I feel the struggle inside of me from time to time, to chase the girl. I love in the movies when he gets her in the end, but I sometimes I find myself wishing he catches her cheating. And then it would be more like real life, but that almost never happens ( in the movies). I love sports and movies as you can already tell and I like to read and learn new things. I also love to travel, I have not been outside of the US but I do plan to take numerous trips very soon. I see myself as a cultured man with a healthy appetite for life, love and passion. I am a one woman man, I have always been compassionate and honest and loyal. I believe in heaven and hell, and all in between. So I am a god fearing man, although I do not fear the lord I love him and believe in him.
I am the kinda guy that fights for what he loves, what he wants and everything I need. I can sometimes be quiet around others when I first meet them, some what shy but curious, cautions but interested. I like to have fun with my woman laugh play around you know? Just knowing deep down inside of my heart, no matter how hard things become and how crazy things around us look to one another, that you will always be there for me and have my back, or go under Oath and lie to the Prosecutor about where I was last night, because you know deep down in your heart that I would Never Ever waste half my life to find you fall in love with you and give you my soul that belongs to god, I would not do something stupid or dangerous and lose you..lose us...lose love again... I hate to see the guy with the girl walking holding hands and in love with each other. I say this because I want that for me and I had it once, but I blinked and she was gone. Lately I have been thinking she was just a dream I had in college.
It sucks to have had a dream become reality, but it hurts so much more when your reality is just a dream.
I am the kinda guy that when you've had a hard day at work I will massage you feet and rub you back so you can relax, and if you really have my heart I will do all the cooking, just tonight baby..lol I really really love to be kissed, sometimes at work I just think about how good you taste, and then sound you make when you like it and how you just never seem to get enough of me when I am near you. I am one who would love for his woman to know me, trust me, let me lay my head on you chest, I love to feel and hear your heart beep trough your cleavage. I want to see you cry for all the right reason and I have a chance to pull you closer to me, move you hear and wipe that tear away, and tell you everything is going to be fine, show you I am right here baby, slide my hand up the side of you face so gentle like and behind the ear, and pull you ever so close to my lips and let you feel the air as it comes out my mouth when I say, Baby don't cry, I got you, everything will be alright, I love you so mush honey, you are my everything when you hurt I hurt baby, so please cheer up because we don't like feeling like this. And then I am the guy that will kiss you so soft slow and passionate, I feel you begin to release the tension and let me take you, willing you summit to what ever is bothering you and only see us.
Lately I have been located in the lost and found box, I am single and hating it. I love to be love and be In Love... I am a hopeless romantic living in the wrong age and time. I'm such a sucker for love its a shame, but that's me... I believe that you are out there, and I have not found you yet, and your waisting time right now with some loser... I trust in god to bring you closer to me... And when he does... I will never let you go, I will love you with all my heart, now and forever, in this life and the next..